Time to do me….

I’m simply amazed when I wake up everyday to a wife and a child. It is a thing that most people either dream of doing or not ever doing! I could have never told you just a few years ago that I would be where I am today. Well, where am I you ask? Hmmm.  I know that one can almost never speak his mind with out having his words subject to interpretation. I’ts really funny to me that I have always said exactly what I meant! Outside of a few I never’s I should have held my tongue saying I have been pretty true to my word most of my life.  Where I am in my life right now, is that place that people always seem to want to get to; the point of starting all over…  Here I am, at the beginning of my life. I’ve lived a strange life in a strange land for the past three years. I’ve fallen in and out of Love. I’ve learned to trust (the hardest lesson I’ve learned this lifetime) I’ve lived short lives with great intensity. And now I stand at the cusp of my groundhog moment. I leave my past behind, I carry with me the Love and the the lives of those who understand me into this new life. I will sing again, I will draw again, I will write again for my life Friends to share. I’m tired of being tired. So I’m letting go of all things negative. (Even if I have to pay 200.00 for charger vs Eagles tickets… EACH!!! (deep breath…)  For all… Remember when you met me? (how deep is that?) I remember when I met everyone I know. It was always a happy moment, it was always a time full of amazement. Remember that day? Well this is who I am today. God willing my life has changed for the good…

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